why him?...

slm...

today...my mind keep askin' the same thing...

every minutes..or you can say...every SECOND!...

why him???why him???WHY HIM???

why should i be in love with someone who already has someone to be loved...

pathetic rite?... but thats what make me so strong...

i promise myself with some STUPID things...

huh...i'm my self don't know if i can do it...but i know someday i will... :)

i don't care what people think of me...

this evening i dream of him...

in that dream we seem close but i know he try to ignoring me...

that dram really do make me HAPPY...

but what it really mean???

first time i dream of him this year...and its close to his birthday...

kalau tu sume mainan tido...haa...x bleh nak pikir dah...

its never happen to me before never!!!...so why now?...

i need an answer...ASAP!!!~

hahaha...sape la yg bleh bagi jawapan tu an?...

tomorrow i WILL make chocolate moist cake...

for me to celebrate for his birthday even though he doesn't know...

or you can say he never wanna know... :)

its okay though...i can make it as excuse ''i make it for my friends''

they really do love it... xD

keep asking me to make it... ^^ thats make me happy...:)

i'm glad!... :D (hehee...ade jugak yg sudi)

knowing you is just a DISASTER...

meeting you is just a DREAM...

living with you is just a FANTASY...

being loved by you is just a FAIRY TALE...

whatever it is...you're still in my HEART

hahaha...i make it...especially for him...

that what i think what between us...

or you can say..more likely to ME... xD

but thats me...no one can change that bout me...

datang la seramai mane yg pujuk tuk lUPEKAN dye...

i WILL not!!! he already owned my HEART...

kalau nak lupekan... dye mesti pulangkan balik!!! :(

that is oe of my promise...

I WILL NEVER EVER EVER FORGET HIM...

N-E-V-E-R!!!

dah...stakat nie jer...org2 tu dah bising...baru bape jam aq maen...-_-''

org len x dew lak nak sound2 bagai...-_-

NYAMPAH!~

w'slm

him????....

ehm...ehm...assalamualaikum!~ :)

ari nie nak la cite sket kat diri sendiri sal..camne na bleh knal sorang senior yg anggap diri dye nie 'cool'..xD

hahaaha...na knal dye mase form 1 lagi~ knal pon sbb kadet...huh..ari tu kecik lagi otak pon x brape bleh waras lagi...tu yg dok pikir sal dy jerrr~ -_-''

alaa~ sume tu blaku pon coz EX-best friend yg x brape btol gak...^^

hahaha..ingt lagi sibok gile nak tau name dye sampai bleh jumpe fb dye lagi!!! hehee...excited la kate kan...xD

tp pape pon dye yg ckp ngan na dulu...(kat fb jerr)

hehee...dah kire ok la tu an???pfft...klakar la bile nak pikir balik....

setiap kali dye lalu berdekatan ngan klas kitorang..geng2 kitorg mesti heboh...yg kene nye na la sape lagi kannnn?... form 1 sampai la skarang name dye x penah na x dengar... hohoho..popular nyer dye dlm geng kitorg an...? hahaha...xD

hal ari jumaat...perkare yg x d sangke2...pfft... sy dah ade ramai abang la.... and he not deserve to call 'that' in my life...:) 'abang'??? euwww (dengan gedik segedik-gediknyer) xD

hahaha...anyway just with that, i can smile or you can say laugh out loud!! :D thanks for that senior of mine~ :3 k lah....dah nak buat keje len lak neh~

w'slm.... ^^

awwwWWWW!!!

ingatkan episode dye dah abes..(senior) rupe2nyer ad lgi!! fuhh!!dye memang sengaje kuar lambat ke atau  dye memang ade keje nak buat??hurm....nape klas na gak jdi tempat klab dye b'kumpul?? x phm btoi...-_-'' then petang td lak dye tetibe datang skolah...why??? mimpi pe sampai datang tuk kali yg PERTAME taun eh?? jeez~ i though i can get you off my mine... D:     but it seem my friends keep ''helping'' me to let you be...! >< huh!! please go away!! tp an ari nie best sket...senior2 form 5 kat bilik sebelah klas na...dah bersuare...(sekurang2nyer) hahaha..sian dyorg an??kitorang dok wat bising...xD so sorry la!...we doesn't mean to do so... :p  erm...i think i have to study hard from now on!! i MUST to!!! na x nak turun klas....(kalau bleh) i will try to do my best!!! NO MATTER WHAT! huh...nape la taun nie mesti datang??? mule2 na pikir...mungkin taun neh x la serious sangat...alaa..PMR je kowt??? but that guess of mine totally wrong!!! huhu...trok la nak kene ingt sume subject dari form 1 to form 3??? ><  hurmm...but what can i do anyway??? just try my best is enough...rite?? but still i wanna grab straight A...for my family,teachers and my own good...hope everything go well...amin... 




and tomorrow!! kitorg kan p penang!! hahaha...sempat lgi nak holiday dlm taun yg penting neh!! xD n kalo jdi..p langkawi skali..:D heheee..can't wait for tomorrow!!BUT i have to finish all my home work within this 9 days!!! waaa....!!!! ><

senior of mine...-_-

seriously!!! nape sume org nak lagi  matching kan na ngan dye?? hurm...x bleh nak phm pikiran org...kalau la na ni psychic kan best...hehee...(menghrp) tp na x tau pon camne isu ni bleh timbul..haisshh! heran2...hahaha actually dari form 1 ag...xD 
na  just admire dye jew... why??coz walaupon dye gitu tp kawad kaki dye terer habis! bgi na la kan...mungkin sbb na x brape nak pandai kowt?? hahaha xD
scandal2 na memang ramai...whahaha!!! tp dyorng x penah ckp pon ngan na...:D haha...lgi trok!!dyorg x penah knal pon!! xD nak kate x penah jumpe..tipu la..coz skolah skali...pape pon scandal la sangat...*sigh* maybe dyorg x niat pape pon an..? maybe just for fun?? kekadang na trase la jgak...tp tetebi trase malu pon ade!! mcm la noon tdi...gile btol! dye ad dlm klas kitorang then kekawan na yg baik lgi cute neh...bleh plak nak kenekan na...wahh malu x terkate!! rase cam blushing yg berlebihan!!! xD panas rase muke...hadoii..dyorg neh...walau pape pon...>>>somebody have own me without he knowing<<< hehee..>///< sape la gak2 erk??? kyaaa~ (dengan nada gedik nyer..xD) tp sayang,.. dye terlalu jauh...baru skali datang malaysia...tp na x dapat langsung pluang nak jumpe dye...hurm...pe bleh buad an??k lah! x nak cite sal senior yg teragak 'cool' neh...haha...bye2..*slm*






and yeah...mulai dri post neh...na x nak gune 'aq' lgi...na kan gne 'na'...why?? because my family call me that..and i kind of love that nickname of mine...:D so...from now on!.... ^^ cya~

FRUSTRATED!!!!! >:(

bengang!!!!! time aq maen lap...ade la yg sebok nak maen jgak!!! tagline mesti >>>meh aq gune kjap<<< klo kejap ko 10-30 minit x pew la gak aq bleh tunggu!!! neh 2-4 jam!!! jenuh aq nak tunggu!!! klo nak maen tu ckap la trang2!! aq bleh bagi!! janggan la bgi aq tunggu ko!! ble ko maen aq x de kacau pon  an??? aq p makan mule la ko p kat lap!!! aq plak cam patung cendana nunggu ko siap!! ko maen x de pon aq kacau an?! wei! aq hormat ko cause ko abg aq!! aq appreciate ko cause bangak nolong aq! but can't you just leave me alone when i'm with the lap?!!! boring tau x?!!! kalo org len maen x jln plak tagline ko tu?!! pasal? rosak tetibe??! that's why...i DON'T  nor WANT to believe anyone!! pe yg dyorg buat hanye MENYAKITKAN hati!!! if can...i don't want to be helped!!! so kalo aq buat korang trase x de la regret an??? B-O-D-O-H-!-!-!

H0lIdaY

yay!!!!! sok nak p KL~~ haha...happy neh!! tp harap2 4 ari nie x banjir je..klo x sian kat abg aq nak angkat sume barang2 naek atas~ hurm...mengharapkan ble p sane dpt la enjoy~ and leave all my problem behind!!! penat la nak pikir tu ni... erm...pastu de gak merancang lpas tu nak tengok buku2 form 3 tu~~ hahaha klo rajin ler... nak warp sume yg x warp agi..(klo de ler) erm..pe ag erk??
haaa!! smalam aq punye mimpi klaka giler!!! x penah nak mimpi cam gitu der! hahaha ade ke dye bleh jdi cousin aq??!! wow!! org star kot?! xD wat else???erm...boring la  dok umah..xtau nak wat pape...
smalam rancang nak p bookstore nak bli comic banyak2!!! tp tu la..hujan plak yg x henti2...sigh~ nak sms org pon kredit bukan nyer banyak sangat...lyan fb pon kekadang boring gak...x tau pe ak buat!~ tp aq HAPPY giler mase liverpool menang mase lwn ngan chelshit ari tu!!! hahaha!! padan muke ex-player liverpool yg p sane!! tp aq happy jgak bleh tengok dye maen agi even though dye x pakai baju THE RED... :) aq harap sesangat dye balik liverpool plak pasni!!! :)) haha..anyway!! good luck la kat liverpool!! hrp x kalah ngan man. city~~ aq x kan miss nyer game yg neh!! so...nothing on my mind right now~~ daaaa~~ ^^

final EXAM???!!!

ughh!!!! LAME!!! just that in my mind!~ aq study bagai nak gile...then keputusan x leh wt a happy pon!!  >< actually x tau result sebenar agi~ xD tp hrp gile dpt meningkat.....:(
aq  xmo trun kls! nnti kene babbling lak! x sanggop neh!!~ result aq mesti cukup2 mkn jer....
sedey2...tu laa~ owang suh blaja ko men2...tengok pe jdi skang...-_-''
ramai bdak2 laki bleh marks tinggi2....bleh la dyorg gune skema! de otak pon simpan jer....
menyakitkan hati tul!!! so...dah abes idea daa~ out dlu nnti klo rjn tulis ag!~ dadaaa~~ :D