FRUSTRATED!!!!! >:(

bengang!!!!! time aq maen lap...ade la yg sebok nak maen jgak!!! tagline mesti >>>meh aq gune kjap<<< klo kejap ko 10-30 minit x pew la gak aq bleh tunggu!!! neh 2-4 jam!!! jenuh aq nak tunggu!!! klo nak maen tu ckap la trang2!! aq bleh bagi!! janggan la bgi aq tunggu ko!! ble ko maen aq x de kacau pon  an??? aq p makan mule la ko p kat lap!!! aq plak cam patung cendana nunggu ko siap!! ko maen x de pon aq kacau an?! wei! aq hormat ko cause ko abg aq!! aq appreciate ko cause bangak nolong aq! but can't you just leave me alone when i'm with the lap?!!! boring tau x?!!! kalo org len maen x jln plak tagline ko tu?!! pasal? rosak tetibe??! that's why...i DON'T  nor WANT to believe anyone!! pe yg dyorg buat hanye MENYAKITKAN hati!!! if can...i don't want to be helped!!! so kalo aq buat korang trase x de la regret an??? B-O-D-O-H-!-!-!

H0lIdaY

yay!!!!! sok nak p KL~~ haha...happy neh!! tp harap2 4 ari nie x banjir je..klo x sian kat abg aq nak angkat sume barang2 naek atas~ hurm...mengharapkan ble p sane dpt la enjoy~ and leave all my problem behind!!! penat la nak pikir tu ni... erm...pastu de gak merancang lpas tu nak tengok buku2 form 3 tu~~ hahaha klo rajin ler... nak warp sume yg x warp agi..(klo de ler) erm..pe ag erk??
haaa!! smalam aq punye mimpi klaka giler!!! x penah nak mimpi cam gitu der! hahaha ade ke dye bleh jdi cousin aq??!! wow!! org star kot?! xD wat else???erm...boring la  dok umah..xtau nak wat pape...
smalam rancang nak p bookstore nak bli comic banyak2!!! tp tu la..hujan plak yg x henti2...sigh~ nak sms org pon kredit bukan nyer banyak sangat...lyan fb pon kekadang boring gak...x tau pe ak buat!~ tp aq HAPPY giler mase liverpool menang mase lwn ngan chelshit ari tu!!! hahaha!! padan muke ex-player liverpool yg p sane!! tp aq happy jgak bleh tengok dye maen agi even though dye x pakai baju THE RED... :) aq harap sesangat dye balik liverpool plak pasni!!! :)) haha..anyway!! good luck la kat liverpool!! hrp x kalah ngan man. city~~ aq x kan miss nyer game yg neh!! so...nothing on my mind right now~~ daaaa~~ ^^

final EXAM???!!!

ughh!!!! LAME!!! just that in my mind!~ aq study bagai nak gile...then keputusan x leh wt a happy pon!!  >< actually x tau result sebenar agi~ xD tp hrp gile dpt meningkat.....:(
aq  xmo trun kls! nnti kene babbling lak! x sanggop neh!!~ result aq mesti cukup2 mkn jer....
sedey2...tu laa~ owang suh blaja ko men2...tengok pe jdi skang...-_-''
ramai bdak2 laki bleh marks tinggi2....bleh la dyorg gune skema! de otak pon simpan jer....
menyakitkan hati tul!!! so...dah abes idea daa~ out dlu nnti klo rjn tulis ag!~ dadaaa~~ :D

october 13rd 2011

hari ni asenyer bleh dikatakan hari 'ber'sejarah kot??? hehe..first time tu amik pic ngan laki..even both of them just practical teacher...xD agi satu slh sorang dri diorg neh..bleh ckp aq ngan kwn aq ni identical twins?! pfft..it REALLY make me laugh! :D klaka giler...aq rase x pon coz kwn aq lgi cute per?? ^^ hurm..yg sdeh nyer..sir kitorg dah x ngaja kitorg dah... :( sedey~ but yesterday sir 'b' ask me to present a SPEECH!!what a joke?! >< tp yg aq buat bukan speech pon...aq rase dlm 2 ayat jer aq bagi~ yg penting nyer that speech must be in ENGLISH!~ xD x de idea pon time tu~ tp sir yg pilih aq tu x ngaja kotorg pon~ naseb baek bdak2 class x gelakkan aq~ -_-'' empat2 kwn2 aq bagi memorable card...yg penting buat sendiri tu~ yg lgi2 penting aq jdi mangse tuk lukis anime2 laki yg cute~ tp x pe...coz kekadang buat org happy best gak an?~ sir yg ngaja kitorg ckp kat aq...(lepas tengok lukisan aq tu) dye ckp ''troskan bkt melukis tu...mane tau satu ari nnti dpt jdi pelukis comic? tp buat la comic2 yg elok...'' alamak mase tu punye la terharu~ first time org puji aq sampai gitu skali!~ >< naseb x nangis jer tu~ skarang pon aq happy ngan kwn2 ''baru''...nak kwn ngan dye balik aq dah x hingin~ why??? coz aq sanggup mintak maaf even tu bukan slh aq...dye bleh buat bodoh jer? eiiii..klo adik aq dah lame mkn terajang! -_- skang aq slalu gak blk lewat...sian kat abg aq...kekadang tunggu sampai setengah jam neh!! cam td kul 3 kitorg dok agi kat bilik guru coz nak amik pic sir2 tu sume... even aq x suke amik pic diri aq...tp ari ni aq amik gak coz dah kene pakse~ tp xpe bleh wat kenang-kenangan ngan 2org sir tu an???:D agi 1 mase kitorg bgi card2 tu sume...ke-empat-empat diorg ckp good luck for exam...:) tp kalo luck sjer x bleh jln kot kalo x study?? xD pe gi erk?? erm...dah mlm dah neh...mate pon dah ngantok~ so bye2 my sweetheart... :D (i mean this diary of mine) 

study~study~study

konban wa!!!~ :D
lame dah x update~~
erm....ar nie de kem....tp naseb baek 1 ari jer...mule2 memang rase dipakse-pakse...tp~ best la plak....sekurang-kurangnyer...bleh la try ckp depan org ramai kan....? xD
and...................................
my result seem BAD!!! D:     tooooooooo baadddddddd!!!! <.< x de ''A'' p0n lagi.... :(
habis la kali nie... =_=''   tp lps p kem tu~~ rase semangat lak nak blaj0~~ xD skejap jer kot??? heh...skang x de nak pikir sal ''silly girl'' tu....^^ aq dpt sokongan dri kwn2 yg len!!!~ :) but still i'm gonna HATE you~~~ sorry to say~~ :D
k0 pon nampak HAPPY ngan kwn2 same pemikiran ngan ko kan....wat pe aq nak kwn k0 lgi???
aq nie kan teman mase k0 dok sorang2??? tp malangnyer...aq x penah anggap k0 befriend aq p0n....aq anggap k0 cam org yg diperlukan ble aq BORING!!!! 
erm.....ari nie...birthday STEVEN GERRARD!!!! :D (captain Liverpool) this year he turn 31st...smalam ari hb bdak gedik tu~~ jangan harap aq nak wish!!!
nak maen game la skung...so~ 
dada~~~

today mood : boring

hahaha

aq rase nak glak jer ari nie.....di0rang cam x nak layan aq coz bace pe yg aq tulis kat tissue tu~~ TU LA AQ DAH KATE JANGAN D0K SEBOK NGAN BARANG2 AQ...! SUSAH SANGAT NAK PAHAM!!!AMIK!!! SAPE YG BACE TU MESTI KUT0K AQ MASE TU! AQ TAU...tp korang jugak yg bace even aq dah tulis ''don't read it'' banyak kali...pe yg aq simpan kat meja aq tu sume korang survey...tu la akibatnyer....yg aq nak buat secret dah x jadi da...len kali perlu ker aq tulis name seko2 kat situ??? senang sket nak paham an..?... :) mesti ade yg dok asyik survey meja aq tu kan follow blog nie....k0 bace la... nak kut0k aq buat la....aq x kesah sket p0n...k0 yg dpt dose bukan aq....ko d0k sebelah sangat bdak menyakitkan hati tu an?... ckp kat dye aq ckp sume nie!!~ x p0n suh dye bace je pe yg aq tulis nie...jangan la d0k pikir aq bleh trime sume JOKE korang tu....mul0t x leh nak jage langsung! try org ckp bende yg same kat family k0...pe yg k0 kan ase....x yah la nak ugut aq yg berkaitan ngan dye tu...ble aq nak aq bleh bitau sendri...sape aq nie....x yah nak maen GAME ngan aq......aq tau spe yg k0 dok gile2 kan...ble2 mase je aq bleh bitau diorang sape k0rang sume nie...try la buat pe yg aq x suke...ko yg trime lagi tr0k  daripde aq....^^

dadadaaa~

hurm..

hurm...??? ter0k ke kalau org nie dah mintak maaf...then kite maafkan tp kite tetap benci kat dye???
soalan tu tr0s de kat kpale aq...ter0k ke kalau wat cam gitu??? tp tu memang diri aq...ngan abg aq p0n aq qat cam tu gak...sampai skang x ckp...kalau spatah dye tanye..spatah la aq bagi...i need someone help with this situation...-_-'' and today exam...bleh la buat sket2...tp worry sket sal math nie...tak0t x pass lagi... :( hurm..harap x dapat result yg lagi tr0k dari sebelum nie...hurm..pasal la susah sangat??? and aq dah pilih kat ne aq kan sambung blaja lepas spm...!!~ xD waa..x de pape agi dah buat pilihan...pfft..tp tu bagi smangat tuk blaja tu... :D memang jauh dari malaysia...nape aq buat cam tu?? banyak sbb...tp tu sume aq sorang je yg tau...maybe aq kan 'ber'minat nak pegi ke arah nursing kot??? hurm...tp science tr0k gile...xD anything happen i will try hard and achieve it...!!! >< sape yg bace nie..doa2 kan la yer...supaye aq dpt mas0k university tu nnti... ^^  aq kan doa kan kat k0 gak...kalau niat nak doakan comment ja...pfft...tp memang berharap sangat dpt keputusan yg terbaek mase spm nnti...memang la lambat agi tp...kene la brusaha dari skang kan??? maybe kne dptkan straight A coz kat situ kene amik sarjana tr0s... >< anyway...i will do anything for it...:) no matter what...
so..thats for today...^^ tp aq ase cam nak wat satu cite yg dok maen kat pikiran nie jer...tengok la bile2 nnti..:) mesti interesting nyer... :D daa~

my fav game!~

''luminary:the rise of goonzu'' game ni maen dah lame...tp main dari mule blik...:) memang susah sket...
-_-''tp x kesah sangat...mule2 de mentor prempuan...tp lvl x la bg0s sangat...then ari nie jumpe ngan sorang nie...lvl bleh tahan...hebat la kan...dye tolong wat weapon aq...then dye tanye aq zone mane...aq lak silap ckp yg aq pacific zone... xD  dah jd slh paham dah...nak bt0l kan tp dye dah tuka topic da~
haish...pe lah...dye dari canada...^^ ''peace'' thats his name in that game.. :) dye baek kot?? hahaha sbelum ni penah gak tengok name tu...tp x penah chat p0n...pape p0n dye pon student gak...dye ckp kal0 de masalah tanye dye...tp aq x nak nyusah kan dye....tengok la camne nnti... s0k exam...tp x study p0n..xp... tp harap2 bleh buat yg terbaek...n dpt result yg el0k...:) pape p0n kite tengok la nnti...

letihhhnyerrrr... -_-

baru sampai kul 5 td....nak gak p skolah..then t'tid0 lak...trus x bangun letih gile...tp wat pe gak p skola..bukan de pape p0n...dpt ke'boring'an tu ade ah...tunggu konvo tu abis punye la lame...!! 5 jam..! kal0 aq pon bleh masuk situ x pe la...nie terhad 2 org...-_-..sampai x leh tengok liverpool match... D:
tp p dane ade gak p kat tempat yg bg0s2... i city...best!! banyak sangat yg menarik..even kat situ de lampu je...xD tp memang comey!!! >< tp x gi masuk kat umah salji..coz ade fee dye lak...len kali la ye..kal0 de mase... ^^ (tu p0n kal0 bleh... :p) pape p0n liverpool klah 0-2...such a sad ending... :(..k this just for now...
daaaa~~~~ 

memang bt0l laa....kalau aq x nak tengok muke dye..hari2 aq kan dapat teng0k...tp mase bende tu x blaku...x de pape p0n...pastu..bdak gedik tu...semakin ari semakin meluat aq tengok! dah la d0k tiru pe yg aq buat!!!menyampah gile!!! mungkin x kan update sangat minggu depan...coz nak exam..esk lak nak p KL...abg aq de convo... ^^ x yah datang skolah...:D pastu x yah tengok muke bdak gedik tu!!!! :)

bla..bla..bla

hahaha!!! what a nice lyric song!!!! but why did you have to copy the thing i did???!!! bitch!!! that suit you more!!! what i do....what i like...what i admire...and everything that belong to me! you take it easily!!!! WTF with you???!!! what's your problem???you really get on my nerve!!! i tried to do what they ask me to do...!!! to TALK to you!!! but now you make me hate you evn MORE!!!! enough with it!!! i hate it! why can't you understand it?! you butt in..in my problem!!!wth with that?! BAKA!!!BAKA!!!BAKA!!!STUPID SILLY FCKIN' GIRL!!! GO TO HELL!!! and i have request...to draw pic to 'them'...thats why i hate make me be a GOOD girl...once i do...everyone ask me to again..and again!!!but i can't even say no cause i want everyone to be happy....so i have a kind heart too right??? xD

so bored

hurm....nothing to do...just a boring day again.... :( what to do thats my life...i feel different this day~ don't know why....and i want to say HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! wish i could buy my mom a present...but don't have time for that right now... :( just a wish as a present to her...i saw him today..and that enough to make my eyes hurt...-_-'' hurm...what else...??? and i keep my distance away from her again... :) am i a coward??? i don't think so... ^^ i just hate to see her face for now... and if she think i DON'T talk to her because of that GUY!!! she totally WRONG!!! think what??? my day that comes and go...just to talk bout that fkin' guy???!! if you think so...say it to MY FACE!!! don't tell anyone else!!! hurm..thats for now....bye~ 

My Friends

soo...boring!!! so today i wanna write about my ''friends'' (heh i can say that..) F4BG...the name of our group...just we know the meaning of it~ but now only 4 and G in the same school....i MISS F and B so much!!! long time doesn't see them!!...G??? heh i'm on my way to forgot bout her...she really pissed me off...do stupid things..even she know i hate it...she apologize then act like cry baby...i forgive her though...but its so hard for me to talk to her...to walk side by side with her...and do anything with her... why??? cause...once i hate i'll hate forever...even i hate to smile in front of everyone... YUP...she can make EVERYONE laugh!!!but right now not for me..or maybe i can say until i go to another school...?...
so lets move to F>>> she kind~ she pretty...we always together....but too sad she leaving to another school... :( she like someone..and confess...but doesn't get the answer yet....hope she will have great answer that can make her happy!!!she has a great smile~~ erm... B stand for bad... xD but she not like that...she clever...even our school close...we still doesn't have time to see each other...:( she love to drawing too!!! :D but all of us love it too~ and i can say she much better than all of us... ^^...i LOVE her round eyes!!!~ xD and about the similarities of us..we LOVE manga....we LOVE japanese~we can discussed all the thing we want...we have the great  a MEMORIES  together...!!! and i'm happy when we do things together!!!....i wonder when we can meet again~ :(  hope someday...we can be together again.... anyway!! good luck ALL of you!!! hope next year we will have a great result!!! just this for today~~ bye my internet diary!!!~~ :)

B0ut me~

erm...moshi-moshi!!~FIRST if you don't like this blog...i just wanna say.. ''DO I CARE???'' lets the sorry begin>>>  i will turn 14teen this august~hurm..nothing much bout me i think..i hav 5 bro and 2 little bro...(haha..all of them are boys!!!just me the only girl~~ :)..and maybe some of you might think ~such a big family she has~ ^^) my hobby??? i LOVE drawing anime!!~ not really good though!~ but that just for fun... ^^ i like reading book too...not romance book or novel...its just manga!.... :) and can't even leave the lap even one day!!! xD and i fk damn love JAPAN!!! hurm..what else?? my fav music...anything...that can catch my heart~ especially when the lyrics tell the story of my life~ ^^ i LOVE football too!!! just Liverpool in my heart!! (ynwa) :) i love fernando torres too...but so sad cause he leaving....to shite team... :( [anyway good luck for him]..erm..sometimes i love to be alone...cause its can make me peace..... i hate silly person... my mood always change whenever i go!!~ (◕‿◕) (◕‿-) (✖‿ ✖) (≧◡≦) (¬‿¬) (>.<) (╥_╥)

gtg now... ja ne~ :)