May 1st 2013 *raining *19:23
What happened ? I block him from my friend's list. I dont want him to feel troubled because of giving me the cold shoulder. I know he want to do the best for the both of us-- but still its hurt when we clearly said we would still BE FRIENDS. Its so sad cause I really thought we can still be friends. I was hoping for it but it turn out this way. How you expect me to endure it ? When youre totally ignore me after your start the conversation ? Im a human being not robot. I have feelings too. Are you trying to make me jealous by making her as your 'wife' ? That girl who used to confessed to you.. Its her right ? I know it all. I know--
This is my conclusion for our problem. This is the best. I wont regret cause its my decision. I wont ever regret it. I know you will laugh when youre reading that message. And you might think Im really insane for doing that. This type of love isnt real anyway-- but still I get my hope up for it.
Ahhh ~ Im such a stupid girl.
So that is goodbye. My last calling you by ' Minato ', cause thats where we first had our first conversation.. Its with that name. :')
My last message. Its my last. My very last for you
Thank you.
