It's been a damn long time doesnt it???
Dont you miss me damn much~? Hhe~ I miss you so. ^^
So today.. After a very long time I confessed something to you. I will make a confession about someone. Yeah.. Someone. :)
Precious enough for me to write about him here. But I know he will never read it though ! *chuckles* Confident enough right? xD
Dear Mr. Vampy,
I cant let go so easily.. Im drowning cant you see? I've so much fun with you..so much fun-- youre cruel.. After saying Im not going to lose you.. You leave me out. Its hurt. Too cruel-- -smiles- I know youre not going to read this thats why i sent it here cause I dont want you to feel sorry for me. I love you-- even though its not the same as my love for him.. I still love you though. You can make my day. You can make me forgot bout him.. Even just for a while. Im glad I've met you. ^^ but still youre too cruel.. I know youre still lonely and bored whenever Im around. Im not fun at all-- I know. Actually, Im pretty cold with everyone. Even my friends. No one can easily break the ice between us. But you did a little~! At least. ^^
I will move on. And try my hardest to let go.
Thank you.
p/s : If you ever read this.. Just pretend you dont. But I dont think you will read though~
Byebee.. ^^
Byebee.. ^^
One more thing-- my nonchalant.. Only you, him and my people who close enough know it. ^^ and there's always a reason why.. every time I become like that.
Dear Dark,
Hohoho~ When I have times-- I will share something more interesting with you ! Hehee~ You will wait for me right?? Nah-- Youre my always understanding 'friend'. ^^
Oh yeah ! This morning I throw up. And caught a damn cold. My head all dizzy and feels damn heavy~! =='' Geez~ why should I write it?? No one cares, right? Ahahaha~
Now, now~ I take my leave. I will come again, okay? ^^ Love you both. :)
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